brad_lover @ 2009-05-08T18: 21:00
I'm sitting in the open door to my new apartment and watch the rain. I've already in CRC very often made, opened the window and sat down on the window sill. I then always listened to the sounds, the drop was observed hitting the puddles and enjoyed the fresh smell. I miss it. I will once again abundantly clear that I miss Senftenberg. Especially my first two semesters were a time that I never want to miss. And just now when I listen to the rain, this deep longing comes up in me. I want to go back in time to do it all over again. Know that the seriousness of life is still far away. Know that my friends are all in my area.
But I'm sitting here, far to the west of Germany, far from my friends and I miss everything. Why do I feel so lonely here grad? So alone, where I know really well here have a lot of people around me. Why come to me again the degree of doubt whether I have taken my ways right? I have a goal in mind, but I do not lose by so much?
The rain stops slowly, the sun comes out again and I hope that soon I can feel again ...
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